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IVANPS

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I guess that the only thing i can say for this is that I have seen through my works process, comments, and all the things that once moved me to draw and enjoy the things that i draw, that i create and see, but for long , I've lacked in some things that At first sight Made this community special and thrilling , Also I've done mistakes that Deeply crush me from my heart, The lost of some one so special for me , that feed that need to produce Illustrations, drawings, sketches, art , that gave color to my world , not only has "corrupted me" in poetic words, but it also had lead me Into a road of Anxiety , Depression and Its ...sad...just sad, Above this  I have the urge to change, From trademark to almost everything, , I tried  to cheer my self up To don't quit on this page , and that's why I ask you People that followed me because of my art or that  actually met me and talked to me , those who are my friends or those who had shared even just a small conversation , If its just a bad decision , because of a bad moment , or is it actually a good thing, at least a decent thing to do when you don't feel pleased whit your Journey in life so far.

Am I´m a fool?, Is it worth it? should I just shut up?...just let me know.

I remember just a few years back in 2009, That I realized the push and improvement that i needed to become a better artist , and in that point of life i had big plans , almost dazing  of the things that awaited for me after i finished college , then I meet incredible people , talented, professional helpful , that helped me , even persons who meant more .

still in the urge to be the best for realizing all those goals I got drained by the works and assignments , works, and college, Only a few things keep me improving and smiling at what I love to do, And maybe I aimed to high for my situation, In every aspect I though that the world was open to me, the truth is that it wasn't ...

At least in most aspects. by this  i let go of people around here when i should had grow up whit both the comments of those who just pass by and say something , and those who I saluted every night to chat and smile a bit. I lost that and by a time I lost impulse I focused more on other aspects that at the time seemed like the right thing to focus on.

The bad thing about that is that Everything you plan for the sake of yourself or the ones you care , can just fail ....time...distance, or even your own expectations can crumble in front of you.
Be the best doesn't cover you from that , Not even having good intentions seem to cover you from that , to the point of looking back and tell your self , this is not were I'm suppose to be at this point of my life....in Art aspects, professional aspects, life, country,dreams ....and whit my own self.

As some times I say For something that happened to me " when your the main pillar of your dreams and people you care and you break , you can pretend to be fixed but the truth is your broken" And by that I mean that despite all efforts there are some things that cannot be fixed, or its a hard road to fix . specially wen it comes to aspects that you thought as settle, I might deactivate this account or just let it there gathering dust, but I wont use it no more it remembers me to much things that I couldn't achieve , I'm not happy whit my self so Ill be taking the decision by the 10 of Jun , still I will not return to this account .

I'm sorry for the mistakes that i did, and the friends i lost trying to reach a dream that wasn't mean to be at this moment , I don't want to give up on it but, I have to fix my self for that some things just drive me crazy , and frustrates me , I guess a fresh start could be good for me .

Thank you to everyone that looked over this past years and commented / faved my works , Ill sent notes to some people Noting about my new account If they are willing to watch me again , Ill promise it will be better .

Thank you everyone , This place can show you art, but behind that there are amazing people that do it , that's why Ill start over again.
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COMMISSION WORKS BY IVANPS GRAN OPENING!


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All messages will be answer via inbox on deviant Arts Notes, The following are the instructions to ask / pay / receive the specified works that you desire dear viewer, follow each to not have any inconvenient.
:bulletorange:  Legal advice (Lucky 13!).  


1. I require full, upfront payment for commissions. PayPal DOES NOT work on my country (Because it's a 3rd world shit) to retire money from PayPal, the payment will be done via Western Union or bank account payment.

2. I will only start work after receiving the payment and proper descriptions of the request
(After this, the client will have the right to decide a deadline, but don't push it.).

3. You may ask for slight changes and tweaks to be made to the finished product and I will try my best to fix them, but major changes or Redo the request will cost Extra payment.

4. You have the right to use the image for personal purposes, but you cannot commercially profit from it (i.e. selling/mass distributing, printing, Tracing).

5. I retain rights to the image itself, including publishing/selling the piece among my other works by Copyright of the artwork.

6. I reserve the right to cancel your commission at any time due to unforeseen circumstances. If you have already paid, a FULL refund will be provided regardless of progress already made on the commission.

7. In case of price changes, any current clients with secure spots will pay their old agreed upon price, not the new price.

8. The specifics of an order cannot be changed after they have been submitted. (In other words, midway through your order, I won't take additional characters you'd like done or another description, poses, Back ground, style.)

9. I reserve the right to decline a request or require extra payment based on the content.

10. Each extra character will cost half of the original price.

11. Sketch line art will be done digitally unless you request for traditional art.

12. Adult content will be drawn but if it's not under Deviant Art terms it will be delivered but not displayed on the site (I also reserve the right to decline a request.)

13. All art will be displayed on Deviant art, but the owner will have jpg/ PDF file on 300 DPI in : C, M,Y,K and R,G,B color.


What do I draw?
:bulletblack:   Original characters
:bulletblack:   Pin ups
:bulletblack:   Fan Art
:bulletblack:   Portraits
:bulletblack:   Sketch pages
:bulletblack: Adult content
I don't draw
:bulletblack:   Anthro
:bulletblack: Mechas
:bulletblack: Political & racial content

Here are the different styles and types of work that I offer:

Lines: This is a drawing of your request, sketched on paper and then inked in Photoshop on a white background. Cost $5

Sketch page: This is a page compilation of sketch lines of your character in different circumstances (this doesn't hold the Rule N° 10). Cost $15

Lines& basic color: This request is fully colored and will be presented on a transparent background unless you have requested an actual background. Cost $20

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Bust Shots:    Drawing of your characters from shoulders up.
Lines:   $10 Color:   $20

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Waist Shots:    drawings of characters from the waist up.
Lines:   $20 Color:   $30

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Full Body Shots:   The character from top to bottom!
Lines:   $30 Color:   $40

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:bulletorange:  Back ground will cost 5$ extra, extra character doubles the base prize.


:bulletorange:  Ordering Process.

1 . Send me a note with Information and the Head title WORK COMMISSION.

Order:   The type of drawing and the total price. (An example would be: 1xWaist Shot > lines > $25.)
Reference:
  It would be a Neat help if you can provided me with a picture reference, written, or references to their usual moods, poses and such links are welcome.
Western Union / Bank account: Will be notified directly to the person after the agreement.

2 . I will send you a Note Accepting or declining your request and the reasons for it. You will send the payment to my Account or western union But first you will send a note telling me if the full payment was done, I will reply a day after, Please make sure that you mention your D.A username when you sent it!

3 . The moment the payment arrives, I will begin working on your request, If you want you can ask for previews or sneak picks to fix minor problems, don't worry to be picky you're the client after all .

4 . When it is finished, I will send you a quality version and if you state in your e-mail that it is alright for me to post the artwork in my gallery here then I will, with a protective watermark.

I draw: any kind of characters and actions:
Fan Art, OCs, Pin-ups, Nudity, and Any Sexual Orientation.

I Won't Draw:   Mechas, Explicit artwork with characters -18.

You are more than welcome to send me a note if you have questions about specific requests. I'll be more than happy to help you.

But Hold on! It's a grand opening that means great deals, along whit Free stuff :eyes: everyone loves a good deal, and For this occasion for every commission slot I will grant 1 free line works for any type of commission Full body! Those are 30$ USD that you can save! Cheer up Folks and spend here you won't be disappointed.

Thanks for your time! And I hope to draw for you soon.
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